Relapse/Recovery

I’ve had a long twisty journey of relapse and recovery. I’ve learnt a lot and I’ve still got plenty to learn. If I’m not working on recovery I’m working on relapse. Today I am working on recovery. I go back to fellowship this evening and I’ll get yet another white keyring. Just for today. It’s difficult not to think of how I’ve gotten my 30 days, 60 days and then thrown them away for relapses. I need to get in that circle and let it all out. Stop holding back and truly share. I must find a sponsor and I must work the steps. “It works if you work it. So work it you’re worth it”